I'm so glad I wasn't blind when I gave the last little thing that was mine.
just stay
Sunday
""
"I felt like we were about to explore my same old places
in a way that might make them feel new."
in a way that might make them feel new."
Why I'm here, and you're there.
I really wish I had a good explanation for this. I wish I understood. You deserve to be here. You would make so much more of this than I. Why did you have to leave, and not me. I wan’t to believe you’re in a better place, but some days my faith lacks so much it’s hard to imagine you’re anywhere else but buried in the ground. It makes no sense why you’re there, wherever there is, and i’m here, not making anything of this.
Monday
Spend less time focussing on other people's bullshit and more time accepting your own.
Lately I feel weird.
Good weird and bad weird.
I have a new perspective on things.
In all honesty I never thought I would think like this, needless to say I like it.
I'm more accepting of myself and others.
I'm now trying to understand and accept how we act, how we feel, and how we live.
Good weird and bad weird.
I have a new perspective on things.
In all honesty I never thought I would think like this, needless to say I like it.
I'm more accepting of myself and others.
I'm now trying to understand and accept how we act, how we feel, and how we live.
Wednesday
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It's unsettling when you realize how easy things can be taken from you. Thinking you have a hold on something/someone is foolish because in just seconds something could happen that can change you and your life forever. You can never be sure of anything really. I think it's a really uncomfortable but necessary topic to get on, when you think about it.
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i only know that i am better where you are.
i just want to say thank you.
thank you for showing me some simple things are really just that, simple. thank you for showing me that a person that's so seemingly kind is really just that, kind. and thank you for just letting me enter that lovely little world of yours.
Monday
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i suppose i'll admit that adapting and accepting change, is harder than i would have ever imagined...
Sunday
Friday
i used to adore hearing the word forever strewn into a sentence, and now i hate it.
i wish i could believe in something so infinite but i just can't and i've woken up crying because I couldn't
it's not that i find it a lie when people recite the word, but i don't think i'm the only one that has a tough time believing in it either.
Thursday
"i think the worst thing about being sad is when you stop paying attention to the beauty in everything. you walk down the street and point out the cracks in the pavement and barely take time to notice the seasons change. i think the best part about being sad is when things start to look up again and everything seems far more beautiful than ever before. it's incredible, really."
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"leaves are changing you,
the weather is changing you,
the weather is changing you,
you said i am changing too;
it's that time of year again,
autumn is here again."
i'm realizing how simple everything is, how delicate everything is, how beautiful everything is, just how perfect everything is.
"baby i just need you by my side, to have and to hold,
"baby i just need you by my side, to have and to hold,
i know it's getting old, but i can't stop dreaming of you."
eventually i need you to realize it too, because nothing is perfect unless it's perfect for you.
"please tell me you'll never leave and please don't fall asleep
'cause i'm afraid that this dream could turn into a nightmare, if i wake up tomorrow and you're not there."
just promise me you'll stay, let me know if things aren't okay, because i need this to be perfect, because no matter what they say you'll always be worth it.
Saturday
i felt you in my life just yesterday, now it feels as if your a million miles away.
i would fix you if i could, love you cause i should, but your to far to reach.
it's hard to let you in when youre holding back so much.
it's hard to say i need you by my side again, when your blocking me out.
just know i'm still here, and know i still care, but i just wish you would realise so much.
Sunday
Wednesday
i hate being so fragile, so weak, so small, so defenceless.
i hate being so numb, and so afraid.
i hate the fact noone can stay, and nothings okay.
i hate the fact things wont change.
i hate hiding behind the walls i've built,
i hate hiding within the lies you've told.
i hate the fact noone can stay, and nothings okay.
i hate the fact things wont change.
i hate not knowing what to do.
i hate all the things i've put you through.
i hate the fact noone can stay, and nothings okay.
i hate the fact things wont change.
Saturday
im memorable, and forgetfull. forgivable, and regretfull. loveable, and hatefull. i'm everything and nothing, because we're everything and nothing together. i'm broken down, and built right up, because were broken down, and built up together. i'm strong, and weak. i'm something you sing, and something you speak. i'm nothing and everything in your point of view. i love you, i hate you, i forgive you, i regret you, i broke you, i built you, i spoke you, i sang you,i am you.
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